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I’m in my thirties and I’m studying for my masters in psychology. I am also a homeschooling single mother.
I’m going to go ahead and say it; I like to watch gay male porn. I meanreally like it. Nothing gets me as turned on as seeing a ripped, sweaty man taking it from another hot man.
I wasn’t always this way, although I have always been a little…outside of the normal bounds of sexuality. I have had a history of experimenting with some lite BDSM, always in role as the submissive. Long ago I discovered, while wrestling with a male friend, that it really turned me on to be pinned down and helpless. I got so wet from that experience, it was embarrassing. I have always played the subservient, docile woman. Even when watching porn, it was always of some submissive, busty blonde being subjugated by a strict, dominant man.
I have been tied up, had sensory deprivation, been spanked and whipped, and been called a ‘dirty little slut’ more times than I can count.
However, after recently ending a particularly difficult long-term romantic relationship that was borderline emotionally abusive, it suddenly repulsed me to see women being taken advantage of in porn, regardless of whether or not it is fictional. I could not imagine playing the submissive role ever again, even knowing that it is just a role I am playing. My whole sexual viewpoint has been flipped upside down. But, instead of feeling lost and being upset at this upheaval, I am embracing the prospect and using it to explore the multitudes of other options thaveat are out there for me in the sexual rainbow.
I might expand my porn viewing to women fucking men with strap-ons or women fucking women with strap-ons. I love that there are so many options to express sexuality and vow never to limit myself to the submissive box again. The idea that men can be the submissive or even just the bottom excites the hell out of me. I might even give domination a go in my next sexual relationship.
For now, I will enjoy watching hot men fucking, and I will do so without shame!
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